But the Fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, long suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control, against such there is no law.
I told God I wanted to be more like Jesus and I can honestly say that God has given me the Fruits of the Spirit. So think it not strange when test and trials come, sometimes it is only to build character in you. Remember God answers prayers.
I pray that you have been blessed!